maandag 28 mei 2012

A short story I had to write for an assignment ;


June 16
I have been stranded on this island for 12 days now but can not find my bearings. Each night I find that the constellations have changed, as if to taunt me,....
Shadows move in unnatural speeds and directions. This island is barren, no living creature have I encountered ,only misshapen bones stained by the black lay here as remnants of yore....
Those damned godforsaken shadows.
June 17
I can no longer bring to memory the events that brought me here,
all I remember is my ship taking on water, my crew dead and myself being enveloped by the water, sinking into the depths of the Atlantic.
My sinking, burning, dying ship as a lone beacon beckoning me in the darkness of a moonless night.
My mind is going blank, these shadows have grown behind my eyes...I write as to preserve a semblance of my sanity.
18 june
My ship,.. it has washed up upon this nightly shore but a mere four hours ago, I had used the remainder of my vessel to build a a fire, perhaps a passing ship would see it and come to my impending salvation, so I foolishly  
thought  to think that my rescue would be gained with such ease  that I praised  my wit.
As the light grew stronger so did the dark ,its equilibrium.
It seems I aggravated these unnatural shadows these silhouettes of the crestfallen twisted and torn from their most obscure form.
this night is never ending
this fire haunted dying, ever softly crying
I feel my body turning, pulling, bending me inside.
this light most dim beguiled me, I fear the end is near, writing I can no longer for the lights are dim and dying, my own shadow calls me here so I no longer persevere .

donderdag 22 maart 2012

"When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro"

Of late the proverbial shit has been going down, a falling out with a friend, a few interesting narcotics and girls. On the upside I've been feeling quite the stable human being the past couple of weeks.
Now to get on with the explanations, by falling out I mean to say ' he is a belittling prick '.
The drugs deserve some more time, some of my friends and I went to the zoo the other day where  some got shit-faced others got high and a few got high as a kite ( fungi of the ' magical ' kind ) I shall not be disclosing whom of these include myself but I will tell you the lyons where awesome to watch from above.
Now when I said "Girls" I have a specific one on my mind, she's been giving me more attention ever sins 'the falling out' and a concern for my well being when she found out I have a  smoke now and then  (usually only when I get a few drinks in me ) and had a damn good day at the zoo , I don't quite know what to make of it because earlier in the year she declined my invitation to a date at the cinemas, but still days do seem to be getting better with every passing one ( though it still feels like I'm on a world that is not my own , I intend to live life like Hunter S Thompson ; "buy the ticket and take the ride", this is my life and I'm going to do things my way from now on )

vrijdag 9 maart 2012

I had an odd today, going to work on my armature, lets see how tomorrow evolves.

donderdag 8 maart 2012

the crap I've got to do & deal with

So I've been busy working on my " project ", I'm making four sculptures for my final test before graduation
and I am having strong mood swings  due to personal frustration I.E. feeling utterly alone in a strange world