"When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro"

Of late the proverbial shit has been going down, a falling out with a friend, a few interesting narcotics and girls. On the upside I've been feeling quite the stable human being the past couple of weeks.

Now to get on with the explanations, by falling out I mean to say ' he is a belittling prick '.

The drugs deserve some more time, some of my friends and I went to the zoo the other day where  some got shit-faced others got high and a few got high as a kite ( fungi of the ' magical ' kind ) I shall not be disclosing whom of these include myself but I will tell you the lyons where awesome to watch from above.

Now when I said "Girls" I have a specific one on my mind, she's been giving me more attention ever sins 'the falling out' and a concern for my well being when she found out I have a  smoke now and then  (usually only when I get a few drinks in me ) and had a damn good day at the zoo , I don't quite know what to make of it because earlier in the year she declined my invitation to a date at the cinemas, but still days do seem to be getting better with every passing one ( though it still feels like I'm on a world that is not my own , I intend to live life like Hunter S Thompson ; "buy the ticket and take the ride", this is my life and I'm going to do things my way from now on )

I had an odd today, going to work on my armature, lets see how tomorrow evolves.

the crap I've got to do & deal with

So I've been busy working on my " project ", I'm making four sculptures for my final test before graduation
and I am having strong mood swings  due to personal frustration I.E. feeling utterly alone in a strange world